its perfectly fantastic the way things turn out. the love you think you have for people. the romance you once envisioned blooming. the people you can touch, or the joy you bring to other people.. the truth is, it's never all that it's cracked up to be. life never does turn its pretty face in the heroines direction more than once, and that is why she is considered the oppressed individual with little to hope for in her future. but all in all, isnt that what makes her the better person?

i have no idea why people try so hard to please others. the effort is hardly noticed. and the only thing worth taking a pleasant eye at is what is most valuable to the person mentioned. greetings are worthless. salutations of well being fall dead after they are spoken. and the hubbub and din of laughter in a quiet corner never has taken anyone out of their ethereal life to a flowing blubbery of mystique in a faraway land.. so why indulge in such a frivolty? its hardly worth the effort.

there is a children's cartoon that is out in publication.. the Sleeping Beauty. I dare say it was my favorite fairytale as a child.. but now i find the promise of a love like that to be an everfading dream that i can never hold within my grasp. the groom is gone. the wedding is no longer. the drama life presents at such times is horribly planned.. and ill timed..

i did have a rather remarkable dream last night.. and it was one filled with love.. and i was incandescently happy.. i was so..bubbly! and it was wonderful! for a short period of time, i had peace, and joy. and it was lovely.

time fades. seasons die. love fails. but all together, life has been good.