mood: complacent

locale: daybed in the sun

song: lullaby

i've lost all precepts of life. the former idols that i had put up now seem so useless in comparison to the gods constructed now.

as i see it, animal crackers have become my new best friends. oh btw, dont i look simply dashing in that picture? well, obviously, it isn't me. but it is, its like our souls have connected somehow.

have you ever stopped to listen to the melody of the grass blades? or the drum of the birds wing? or listened to the whispered tales of love passed between the branches of the graceful birch trees?

.."i've got, da da da inside my head and i play songs back to back before i go to bed.."

i feel so neglectful when it comes to this page. really, its quite sad. i love to write down the musings of my day when it comes to this spot.. i just rarely ever take the time.

i've started a small book of dark poetry and scribblings. it helps to pass the lonesomeness and the feelings of self pity. when i think of someone else having a horrible death of the life of a loved one ripped away, somehow it helps. morbid? maybe. but you should maybe pick it up. just buy a small journal and scibble in it the dealings of your heart at the hour. you'll be amazed at what you find.

babies awake. must vanquish. Love.